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to equal rights and equal freedom of speech, and the idea of a kingly |
government which respects most of all the freedom of the governed; |
I learned from him also consistency and undeviating steadiness in |
my regard for philosophy; and a disposition to do good, and to give |
to others readily, and to cherish good hopes, and to believe that |
I am loved by my friends; and in him I observed no concealment of |
his opinions with respect to those whom he condemned, and that his |
friends had no need to conjecture what he wished or did not wish, |
but it was quite plain. |
From Maximus I learned self-government, and not to be led aside by |
anything; and cheerfulness in all circumstances, as well as in illness; |
and a just admixture in the moral character of sweetness and dignity, |
and to do what was set before me without complaining. I observed that |
everybody believed that he thought as he spoke, and that in all that |
he did he never had any bad intention; and he never showed amazement |
and surprise, and was never in a hurry, and never put off doing a |
thing, nor was perplexed nor dejected, nor did he ever laugh to disguise |
his vexation, nor, on the other hand, was he ever passionate or suspicious. |
He was accustomed to do acts of beneficence, and was ready to forgive, |
and was free from all falsehood; and he presented the appearance of |
a man who could not be diverted from right rather than of a man who |
had been improved. I observed, too, that no man could ever think that |
he was despised by Maximus, or ever venture to think himself a better |
man. He had also the art of being humorous in an agreeable way. |
In my father I observed mildness of temper, and unchangeable resolution |
in the things which he had determined after due deliberation; and |
no vainglory in those things which men call honours; and a love of |
labour and perseverance; and a readiness to listen to those who had |
anything to propose for the common weal; and undeviating firmness |
in giving to every man according to his deserts; and a knowledge derived |
from experience of the occasions for vigorous action and for remission. |
And I observed that he had overcome all passion for boys; and he considered |
himself no more than any other citizen; and he released his friends |
from all obligation to sup with him or to attend him of necessity |
when he went abroad, and those who had failed to accompany him, by |
reason of any urgent circumstances, always found him the same. I observed |
too his habit of careful inquiry in all matters of deliberation, and |
his persistency, and that he never stopped his investigation through |
being satisfied with appearances which first present themselves; and |
that his disposition was to keep his friends, and not to be soon tired |
of them, nor yet to be extravagant in his affection; and to be satisfied |
on all occasions, and cheerful; and to foresee things a long way off, |
and to provide for the smallest without display; and to check immediately |
popular applause and all flattery; and to be ever watchful over the |
things which were necessary for the administration of the empire, |
and to be a good manager of the expenditure, and patiently to endure |
the blame which he got for such conduct; and he was neither superstitious |
with respect to the gods, nor did he court men by gifts or by trying |
to please them, or by flattering the populace; but he showed sobriety |
in all things and firmness, and never any mean thoughts or action, |
nor love of novelty. And the things which conduce in any way to the |
commodity of life, and of which fortune gives an abundant supply, |
he used without arrogance and without excusing himself; so that when |
he had them, he enjoyed them without affectation, and when he had |
them not, he did not want them. No one could ever say of him that |
he was either a sophist or a home-bred flippant slave or a pedant; |
but every one acknowledged him to be a man ripe, perfect, above flattery, |
able to manage his own and other men's affairs. Besides this, he honoured |
those who were true philosophers, and he did not reproach those who |
pretended to be philosophers, nor yet was he easily led by them. He |
was also easy in conversation, and he made himself agreeable without |
any offensive affectation. He took a reasonable care of his body's |
health, not as one who was greatly attached to life, nor out of regard |
to personal appearance, nor yet in a careless way, but so that, through |
his own attention, he very seldom stood in need of the physician's |
art or of medicine or external applications. He was most ready to |
give way without envy to those who possessed any particular faculty, |
such as that of eloquence or knowledge of the law or of morals, or |
of anything else; and he gave them his help, that each might enjoy |
reputation according to his deserts; and he always acted conformably |
to the institutions of his country, without showing any affectation |
of doing so. Further, he was not fond of change nor unsteady, but |
he loved to stay in the same places, and to employ himself about the |
same things; and after his paroxysms of headache he came immediately |
fresh and vigorous to his usual occupations. His secrets were not |
but very few and very rare, and these only about public matters; and |
he showed prudence and economy in the exhibition of the public spectacles |
and the construction of public buildings, his donations to the people, |
and in such things, for he was a man who looked to what ought to be |
done, not to the reputation which is got by a man's acts. He did not |
take the bath at unseasonable hours; he was not fond of building houses, |
nor curious about what he ate, nor about the texture and colour of |
his clothes, nor about the beauty of his slaves. His dress came from |
Lorium, his villa on the coast, and from Lanuvium generally. We know |
how he behaved to the toll-collector at Tusculum who asked his pardon; |
and such was all his behaviour. There was in him nothing harsh, nor |
implacable, nor violent, nor, as one may say, anything carried to |
the sweating point; but he examined all things severally, as if he |
had abundance of time, and without confusion, in an orderly way, vigorously |
and consistently. And that might be applied to him which is recorded |
of Socrates, that he was able both to abstain from, and to enjoy, |
those things which many are too weak to abstain from, and cannot enjoy |
without excess. But to be strong enough both to bear the one and to |
be sober in the other is the mark of a man who has a perfect and invincible |
soul, such as he showed in the illness of Maximus. |
To the gods I am indebted for having good grandfathers, good parents, |
a good sister, good teachers, good associates, good kinsmen and friends, |